Blocked on WA

I realized yesterday that she suddenly blocked me on WA
I wonder why… possible reasons are:
-          She realized I blocked her after she tried to text me (or she has also been stalking me)
-          She’s over me – they have officially moved on (without me)
-          She finally realized that I was never a threat to them
-          She feels there is no need to flaunt their happiness in my face
-          She doesn’t want me to stalk her
-          She’s got tired of ‘stalking’ me and is ready to disregard my existence

In a way, I’m glad she did what she did. Frankly I would rather she not have done so, at least I can see their happy moments and affect myself even more.

At least, I know that I am no longer tormenting her and her thoughts… which should be some kind of relief for her.
It's overdue - I should stop stalking the both of them already

He came back on Saturday and lied again that he was waiting for me at my void deck

Seriously – why would you not call me if you did what you did? Based on your trend, you will text or call me but definitely not do it in hopes to just catch a glimpse of me?!
I really am such a sucker for your stupid lies, and seriously – you are a terrible liar!
I was hoping that he will really see me (Frankly I would if I genuinely cared about the person)
He bought stuff for my girl and one for me
I tried to return but failed – my guess, he bought an identical one for his wife and mine was just a add-on
As much as I care for him, I’m tired  of his lies and the what-ifs

Guess where we went after he picked me up? Sigh – I feel so used and stupid for allowing him to use me this way
I told him I’ll take half day today and he volunteered to drop me off for the test
I was hoping he’ll spend the day with me but he hinted he was too busy
I thought he’ll volunteer to send me to/fro for the test to save my leave but he didn’t
When I told him I could go on my own, he told me he could drop me somewhere
Mark my words – he will definitely not volunteer to spend time with me at all
I need to exercise self-control… I need to prepare myself for 17 April and the days ahead
It’s alright… I must have dignity at the end of all this.. Chin up!