his texts are obviously dwindling and getting more impersonal
as time passes, it is getting more obvious that this has ended long ago
his choice more obvious each day
I really don't blame his choice in his family
but anger towards his words or promises given to me
his lingering hold on me
it was awkward this morning...
I'm tired.. of making so much efforts and craving him so much
whilst I am just an afterthought...
I wonder
- what he is actually thinking despite his words
- what he is saying to her about their r/s
- what he is saying to her about me
- what they are doing as a family
- what he really wants from me
I'm not sure but these questions are going through my mind over and over again
I feel so tired today
so demoralized after reading the blog that shared what MM really thinks of their AP
I feel so silly, down and feel like crying
when will things ever pick up?
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