He used his previous tactic of saying moving on with his kids alone blar blar
I didn’t reply him
I think he forgot that he has already dumped me and that will not work anymore
If he wants me back, he needs to work harder
It’s obvious he doesn’t but yet he doesn’t want to see me move on
He volunteered to massage my back today but I refused
He massaged the bruises on my leg and I openly cringed and tried to pull my leg back
His face changed… too bad my darling, I’m no longer with you so you have no right to touch me anymore
Selfish and conceited bastard
My little milestones for today:
- Finish my work tasks on hand- Plan holiday program
- Stop looking at my hp!!!
I've been rambling non-stop about his behavior & how he treated me since I started this blog...
I wanna do some reflection too..
As part of my reflection, these are some topics that I want to touch on:
- If I was her, what will I be thinking? (try to put myself
in her shoes)- How did I end up in this state? (What I can do to prevent a recurrence)
- If I was him, what will I be thinking? (this is part of my attempt to stop being manipulated by him)
- What I have learnt after this experience? (No pain, no gain)
Totally off topic here...
But I was thinking last night of how blessed I am
Yes I have my fair share of troubles, ups and downs just like anyone else
My life may not be as smooth sailing as many
I may have brought a lot of unnecessary troubles to myself and those around me
And if you ask me if I want to undo anything, hmmm... I wonder too
If you ask me at this point in time, I guess I want to 'undo' this affair
But yet, I feel that everything that happened, has taught me important lessons
I just wanna undo the hurt that I caused and the wrong I committed due to this affair
Today is a good day... I hope it continues
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