Envying hurts

I’m so envious of her that it hurts, I’m jealous cause she is:

• So brainy – Gifted program, I’m sure she’s super intelligent
• A looker – she’s so pretty, sweet, slim, fair, youthful looking
• Has such a blessed life – SAHM with 3 beautiful kids
• Has such a loving husband who obviously cares for her too much to leave
• Has so many wonderful friends who always compliments her
• Has relatives who are clearly in the elite category (doctors & such)

In summary an obviously very blessed, virtuous and beautiful person both inside & outside

She’s obviously got everything… But do you know what I admire most about her?

For her obvious strength in managing this entire episode
Her forgiveness, love, humility and all
I know for sure that I will not have her strength and do what she’s doing
I’m sure that is why he is grabbing on to her
She is his safety net and a proven keeper
I’m not belittling myself to make myself feel better but she is really the better one

I keep reminding myself of what I heard recently

I do not have to be jealous of what God has given unto others
Because I know that God will give what he wants to me
I don’t have to envy others – if it’s mine to have, God will give it to me
I must have faith