Ground zero

He texted me last evening, based on the content - if was as if everything is back to normal
He put his mum’s specialty wine at my door this morning but didn’t offer to send me to work
Was familiar yet a stranger..

With this, I’m back at ground zero

Staring at my hp and waiting for his texts
Bearing hope about what he said about his wife & him
I know there must be zero hope

I must take control of myself!

I will concentrate on taking baby steps and:
·         Refuse to look at my hp
·         Concentrate on my tasks on hand
·         I will NOT focus on what he said about them, us and questions, I must remember that I mean naught to him