Her shoes

Instead of mourning over him or indulging myself in pity, I decided to put myself in her shoes in this post.

If I’m her (BS), what will I be thinking?

• Why did he betray me?
• What did they do?
• When did this start?
• Were any of them telling me the whole truth at all?
• What does she look like?
• Did he love her?
• Does he still have any feelings for her?
• Did she seduce him?
• What did she have that I didn’t?
• Is he still seeing her?
• Are they still together?
• How could he do this to our family and kids?
• What did I do wrong?
• How can I sleep beside him again?
• How do I have trust in him and his words again?
• Should I stay or go?
• Should I leave and start anew?
• How do I start anew?
• I put in so much for our family, how could he?
• What do I tell my family and friends?
• Why does it hurt so much?
• When will the pain ever end?
• Is he telling me the truth now?
• What? When? Why? How?

I know I do not want to be in her shoes and I really am very sorry for my part in causing you the hurt and turmoil